Why does my life have to be different? Why can`t I be a Mom? What is so different about me from every other Woman in the world. Why can`t I get pregnant? This comes from the heart of a woman who has been happily married for 16 years, to a wonderful husband, but the blessing of children has evaded them.
I was swimming with my friend yesterday. Her little daughter was crying because my friend, the Mom, would not let her go into the Jacuzzi, as it is bad for children`s bones. Well, a little 3 year old does not understand this from any aspect, all she wants is to go into the warm water. So Mommy says no and her daughter pouts and pouts and pouts, little noises keep coming from her as she does not understand why she cannot do the only thing that she desires at that moment.
I was in the pool myself praying that she would be quiet as other people were around. Then the Spirit told me, this is what it looks like to me when you cannot understand my plan for your life and you cry and beg and plead. It is good to be persistent in prayer, but also to surrender the things that you are asking for. You will get a release in your spirit when the praying is done.
Phil. 4:11 says,
for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, [therewith] to be content.
Godliness with contentment is great gain.
Come unto me all you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me. For you will find rest for your soul.
Today, after my tears I choose to rest in the Lord. He is my strength and He is my Salvation.
Is there any other women who have faced this same battle in life. Yes! In fact many, but when it is happening to you, you feel very alone. Today I chose to say, God is my strength, my song and my joy. He is my victory. He is my Salvation. I will praise Him in whatever state I find myself and be content. God`s promises are the same yesterday today and forever. He never changes. Even when it seems the darkest that is when YOU CAN REACH THROUGH THE DARKNESS AND TOUCH HIM.
HE IS THERE FRIENDS, HE IS THERE!
I was swimming with my friend yesterday. Her little daughter was crying because my friend, the Mom, would not let her go into the Jacuzzi, as it is bad for children`s bones. Well, a little 3 year old does not understand this from any aspect, all she wants is to go into the warm water. So Mommy says no and her daughter pouts and pouts and pouts, little noises keep coming from her as she does not understand why she cannot do the only thing that she desires at that moment.
I was in the pool myself praying that she would be quiet as other people were around. Then the Spirit told me, this is what it looks like to me when you cannot understand my plan for your life and you cry and beg and plead. It is good to be persistent in prayer, but also to surrender the things that you are asking for. You will get a release in your spirit when the praying is done.
Phil. 4:11 says,
for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, [therewith] to be content.
Godliness with contentment is great gain.
Come unto me all you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me. For you will find rest for your soul.
Today, after my tears I choose to rest in the Lord. He is my strength and He is my Salvation.
Is there any other women who have faced this same battle in life. Yes! In fact many, but when it is happening to you, you feel very alone. Today I chose to say, God is my strength, my song and my joy. He is my victory. He is my Salvation. I will praise Him in whatever state I find myself and be content. God`s promises are the same yesterday today and forever. He never changes. Even when it seems the darkest that is when YOU CAN REACH THROUGH THE DARKNESS AND TOUCH HIM.
HE IS THERE FRIENDS, HE IS THERE!
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